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Mutter mutter

Life is definitely not a bowl of cherries for me right now.

 

*mutter mutter*

 

Though at least some things are settled temporarily. My grandma is staying somewhere that is clean, safe, & that is close by. She’s not happy about it, but she’s accepted what is for the moment. There will be a lot more stress to come with this. We have to gut the house, fix things, and figure out what we’re doing with the place. I know there will be fights amongst certain family members, but perhaps some things just need to be said. I am trying to remain calm, keep the faith that things will turn out alright.

 

I am still on the hunt for a job, hoping and praying that what I get is good enough for me to get things done for Zach and to hold onto our family’s house. I need something that will allow me to live the life I want, which would be first one that provides for my son in ways that Jason has been able to. Also, I would like to live somewhere that has things like underground parking, central air, etc. Plain and simple, I am tired of struggling. I want to be able to get by month to month without worrying. God has a plan and I am trying to remember that each day. I will get through all of this somehow.

 

Guys! Oh bah! I don’t even know what to say about that right now. My head is a mess. I am trying to get over someone and on one level, I am doing alright. But then, often when I am alone….visions of him enter my mind and I find that I miss him more than I want to admit to anyone, especially myself. But, I am doing what is best for me at the moment. I am stepping back from him and reevaluating everything. As my friend put it, I should look more for just someone, but the right one….whomever that is and whenever it’s meant to be, I need to again remember that God knows what He’s doing. Eventually, my heart will sort the thoughts out and lead me in the right direction, right?

 

*mutter mutter*

 

Well, my friends, this is all for now. I will share more in the days to come. God speed!

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